What is Boarding School Syndrome?
Boarding School Syndrome describes disorganised patterns of emotional attachment that are (for some people), a consequence of the disruption of being sent away to boarding school.
Left unchecked, later in life emotional realtionships can suffer, relationships can break down, leading to:
- drinking and
- other addictive and destructive habits
The long term effects of separation in childhood
Though many people might choose to go to boarding school and many might flourish there, for a great number of people the experience of being separated from home coupled with the sense of isolation at school can lead to an indelible mark. Common outcomes include depression, difficulties with forming relationships, and emotional numbness.
The trauma of being sent away can all too easily remain hidden
Someone who has been through a difficult experience of boarding school may become avoidant around the expression of emotion. the emotional centre has been dysregulated and a certain emotional instability arises. this can become masked by a tough outward exterior. The individual might be seen as aloof. It is often difficult to reach the level of emotional distress that resides within.
Shame and Boarding School Experience
When people, especially boys have had the sense of failing to bond with peer groups, coupled with the sense of being sent away from home a degree of shame forms at a deep emotional level.
- loss of attachment figures
- prolonged separation
- sustained stress
If it is possible to find a way to engage with the emotionally inhibited or damaged part of the personality then the consequences might be contained, and the level of emotional inhibition reduced. When there have been injuries or traumas that have been buried deep in the personality it becomes hard to develop trust. the individual may be tempted to fall back on an emotional aloofness. Being emotionally open or intimate may be a step too far.
Homesickness and Boarding school Syndrome
Euphemistically we speak of the unhappy child as going through homesickness, boarding school and the attendant emotional problems were seen as a kind of right of passage, rather than as serious issues that might blight an individual. An emotional split can occur that can be easy to miss and which in the long term can leave a deep sense of failure.
Recognising Boarding School Syndrome
As the syndrome becomes recognised it becomes possible to start to talk about it in a serious way. This can help break the habitual alienating lifestyle choices and lead to improved quality of life. Boarding School syndrome is a term coined by Jungian analyst Joy Schaverien before her it was written about by Nick Duffell.
What clients say about Boarding School Syndrome
“I’ve never heard of boarding school syndrome… but I’ve probably got it”, says a client I will call Jack.
Jack came to see me when he was in his early 50s. He explained “I was sent away to school when I was nine. Nothing had prepared me for it. My father had just got a new job overseas. I did not know what had hit me. At first it was exciting but then I felt really homesick. My sister who was a few years younger than me stayed with my parents and this made me feel very unhappy, I couldn’t see why they had taken her and not me. That left a bit of a problem between me and my sister, she has been married a long time, has two children, her life seems to have been much simpler than mine. I think I have always struggled with rejection since then. I have struggled with relationships. I find it hard to be close with women. I did have a marriage, but it didn’t work out very well, it was a struggle. I have one son from that marriage and it’s been very difficult for us to be close. I think boarding school left me feeling very alone and alienated.”
Jack tells me that at school he didn’t do very well. He thinks the other boys knew he was a bit lonely and isolated and he got picked on and bullied for being overweight. Jack says that boarding school left him with a few demons. He stayed there until he was 16 and left after his O-levels which didn’t go very well.
Working with Boarding School Syndrome in counselling
Jack found it quite difficult to settle into counselling sessions but gradually built up trust in the process and in working with me. He came because he had met someone he wanted to have a relationship with and knew that if he didn’t get some support it would probably fail.
Working with me
Counselling and psychotherapy provide an opportunity to develop a confidential space in which these painful emotional experiences can be thought about and discussed.
If someone has been through a sustained sense of feeling abandoned by their family and then having the experience of failing at a boarding school, it is likely that certain marks will be left on the personality. But it is possible to learn to live with these things. It may be that instead of feeling that the emotional injuries have to be hidden they can approached sensitively.
I have experience of working with people suffering from boarding school syndrome. Please contact me for a free telephone consultation to find out how Counselling Buckinghamshire might be able to help you.
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